Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Can't Sleep.......
Why is it I can't sleep when the sun is out the day before. I am wired for sound tonight. My mind is going at least 50 mph.
Saw a red bird today yes, a Robin, Spring is coming! Spring lets' hope will be early this year. Heck Easter is finally early again so why can't spring. Then just maybe we will have a real summer this year.
Made our reseveration today for Cape Henlopen State Park, can't wait to go. I love going there so much it is just like a second home.
Jesse and I had another "talk" we both want something so bad but how do you get there. I am still struggling with the trust and sex addicit stuff. Works are hard to forget sometimes. I did tell him that he needs to learn how to share. Sharing is an important part of this relationship.
Jeffrey: hum words don't have it for my worries for him. It's that time of year again.
Oh Jesse heard Staind "Fray" It reminds me of us in a way.
Well off to do Post Card Collecting research.
Saw a red bird today yes, a Robin, Spring is coming! Spring lets' hope will be early this year. Heck Easter is finally early again so why can't spring. Then just maybe we will have a real summer this year.
Made our reseveration today for Cape Henlopen State Park, can't wait to go. I love going there so much it is just like a second home.
Jesse and I had another "talk" we both want something so bad but how do you get there. I am still struggling with the trust and sex addicit stuff. Works are hard to forget sometimes. I did tell him that he needs to learn how to share. Sharing is an important part of this relationship.
Jeffrey: hum words don't have it for my worries for him. It's that time of year again.
Oh Jesse heard Staind "Fray" It reminds me of us in a way.
Well off to do Post Card Collecting research.
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Monday, January 31, 2005
The Sun
Gee two days in a row how did we get so blessed?
I have spring fever so bad already. You would think we were having a really bad winter. If I rearrange the house any more the kids will kill me. They know when I get ants in my pants I have to have the furniture moved. So off the furniture got moved yesterday gotta love it. Love having teenage boys that can do all the hard work for you now. Especially since you can't do it.
Ok do we really care about Michael Jackson. He is NASTY! All over the news I am sure there are other things going on in the world also that need some attention. He really does not need all this much attention. (soap box moment)
Finally feeling 95% better YEAH!!!!!! I hate being sick. The house does not run right with me being down.
My favorite movie line right now. " if there is something wrong with the bitch, there is something wrong with the pup" Gotta love Harry Potter movies.
More later I gotta run
Oh Jesse bought me 1/2 doz yellow baby roses yesterday they are so pretty. Men!
I have spring fever so bad already. You would think we were having a really bad winter. If I rearrange the house any more the kids will kill me. They know when I get ants in my pants I have to have the furniture moved. So off the furniture got moved yesterday gotta love it. Love having teenage boys that can do all the hard work for you now. Especially since you can't do it.
Ok do we really care about Michael Jackson. He is NASTY! All over the news I am sure there are other things going on in the world also that need some attention. He really does not need all this much attention. (soap box moment)
Finally feeling 95% better YEAH!!!!!! I hate being sick. The house does not run right with me being down.
My favorite movie line right now. " if there is something wrong with the bitch, there is something wrong with the pup" Gotta love Harry Potter movies.
More later I gotta run
Oh Jesse bought me 1/2 doz yellow baby roses yesterday they are so pretty. Men!
Sunday, January 30, 2005
This Weeks To Do List
Well it is time to stop feeling sorry for myself. I need to remember that I am a stronger person than all of this. Life sure has been a strugle, being a single mom, finding the right guy to date, keeping up with this house and of course there is the Masto and the depression. Yikes.
Well I am going to do a to do list for this week and try like hell to get it done. :)
Finish major cleaning my bedroom and the basement.
Tuesday see Rhoda: tell her Jesse thinks my visits to her are the cause of our problems. lol He's so funnnnnyyyyyyy.
Call to make Dr appt with Oncologist, Eye and Dentist (e& d for me and kids)
Find time for me to read / plan garden
Make it to church ( we have gotten away from this)
Walk 3 days 10 mins each day must start something. Walking might help with my depression.
Make a budget
That's the major stuff then of course there is the daily stuff. I am thinking I might start doing menu's again it might help with dinner again and the kids knowing what is for dinner ahead of time.
more later
Well I am going to do a to do list for this week and try like hell to get it done. :)
Finish major cleaning my bedroom and the basement.
Tuesday see Rhoda: tell her Jesse thinks my visits to her are the cause of our problems. lol He's so funnnnnyyyyyyy.
Call to make Dr appt with Oncologist, Eye and Dentist (e& d for me and kids)
Find time for me to read / plan garden
Make it to church ( we have gotten away from this)
Walk 3 days 10 mins each day must start something. Walking might help with my depression.
Make a budget
That's the major stuff then of course there is the daily stuff. I am thinking I might start doing menu's again it might help with dinner again and the kids knowing what is for dinner ahead of time.
more later
